I appreciate the input guys. I did a little research on poker algorithms. just to see how the hands were dealt in an online event and found some usefull info.
"In a real deck of cards, there are 52! (approximately 2 to 226 power) possible unique shuffles. When a computer
shuffles a virtual deck of cards, it selects one of these possible combinations. There are many algorithms
that can be used to shuffle a deck of cards, some of which are better than others (and some of which are just
plain wrong)."
So there are literally millions of possiblities for a deck to be shuffled in a certain manner, I don't feel as though I am being cheated or the system has it in for me, I've just observed a particular number of hands coming in time after time that seem to be the exact same conclusion, whether I'm on the good end or bad end the outcome of the cards played seem to fall a certain way more often than not. So I'm thinking out of the endless possibilities of card shuffles that could be played, only a small handfull, say a few thousand variences are actually being used.
In any event you are currect, the small turbo rounds are killing me in particular. When I play tournaments or 45 or more I seem to fare very well, my problem is I don't have alot of time to play poker when I hop online for an hour or so, I wanna get a few quick games in. So I find myself playing alot less tournaments and more turbo SnGs. I guess I just need to quit playing those
I started fulltilt with a 50 deposit, and built it up playing cheap tournaments because I'm not a baller. but I ended up with a 500 bankroll, and now I've lost about 80 of that playing SnGs. So I guess i just need to find more time and get back into tournaments...
thanks for everyones input, let me know where you like to play...