Thank You Everyone for your support

[polkonik]

I would like to thank everyone for their support when I was bitching and moaning.

I would especially like to thank LyndaNova, and liladypokerpro for their support.

Still feeling really down, but not quite as bad because the support helps.

I try to smile as much as often because it helps, but sometimes it is very hard. That is why I put little smiley faces at the end of a lot of my sentences.

Started to smile and laugh since March 14, 1981 when my Dad died. It was 8 days after my 18th Birthday (My Senior Year). I am the youngest so at least he didn't leave behind any Minors. My friends thought I was a little crazy when all I did was crack jokes at the funera homel! The Death didn't hit me hard until later that year in August when I wen't into an Extreme Depression. Even contemplated suicide, but I am even to much of a coward for that.

Well I really don't have much hope for the future. What I wan't most is for the people I love the most is to be happy, and Healthy. Double for my old friend (and High School Sweetheart)
Cheryl. Only Gal I ever fell in love with. Have Love for many people, but have only been in Love once, and I am still in love with her after over a Quarter of a Century. Only Gal in this world I would be willing to Die for.

Well I am babbling again to much (as usual) so I will sign off now

Be Well Everybody,

Stef

[LyndaNova]

Hello Stef!! You are very welcome!

Lil'Lady is one of the nicest, friendliest, informative Members here at Rakeback!

Have you checked out dice.com yet? Hopefully you'll find something good!

Also, try using Searchbug.com to find Cheryl! She may be available, you know.

Feel better, Stef!!!