The impact of little things in life........

[I Eat Gamblers]

Sometimes the little things in life get in the way and sometimes they help. I'm sure we've all been there a time or two, but here is my story and it also explains why i haven't been around.....

Sept 25th i had my 5th knee surgery, some of you may remember this, anyway it was hard cuz it was going to be the 2nd time doing this surgery. I was never afraid during the first 4, but this one had me by the balls,maybe cuz it had failed once already.

After surgery i was full of anxiety and thought poker would give me something else to focus on and calm me down. BOY WAS I WRONG!!!!!!!!! The second hand i played i lost $75 to some fish who called my all-in after the flop with a flush draw. That sent me thru the roof, i countinued to lose and within 4hrs i had lost about $300. So for the next 2 months a few other things happened and i wasn't going to relate to poker in anyway while my anxiety was still there. I just couldn't get the thought of more surgeries out of my head.

Last week my 3yr old son came up to me and said "Daddy i love you and i wish you had never hurt your knee"

I said" Thank you Dawson, i feel the same way"

He said "Daddy please get better cuz i want to play with you".......

You can imagine how the rest went, but something so sweet and innocent, something straight from his heart, got me thinking about how he might feel. Maybe everyone around me was affected by my own worries.........

JUST ANOTHER LITTLE THING WITH A BIG IMPACT!!!!!!!!!! Thnx Dawson and Daddy loves you.....

[I Eat Gamblers]

Today wil be the 1st time i have played poker, in a few months so i am going to try the FR, and go from there.