My thinking:
Yes, I admit that I was tilting a little bit. But don't do what other people do and open up there game so wide that they self-implode. So my raise UTG+1 was just as good me tilting or not tilitng, but I know that no one knows this.
For someone to come over the top of a 4x BB raise from UTG+1 in a 10 handed game says something to me, that it represents massive strength. Now, given the fact that everyone thinks that my game has opened up and I am tilting, it is more likely that someone has some sort of semi-premium Ace (AJ-AK). And since it is still early in the tournament, I would not want to be in a coin flip this early for roughly 15% of my stack. I can, but not out of position.
If I miss the flop (which I more than likely will), and over cards hit the flop, then I have to check-fold. If I hit the flop, I am more than likely going to win a small pot. So why risk the $200 when more times than not you are going to check-fold? If I was behind Clear, I would have called on the flop because I had position. But given the situation, I wanted to wait until I was in a better spot (PF at least) to call.
Lilady - No, I wasn't showing my hands all the time (at least I don't think I was). I only showed that because I wanted to show people that I was playing my normal game. It wasn't intended to show that I could be bullied around, but more for the intention that even though it may seem like I am on tilt, I am still a threat when I raise.
Want a real challenge? PM me about the Chris Ferguson challenge! (which I can now say I have completed myself!)
"I came into this world against my consent, and I will leave this world against my will." -Phil Laak
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